On Friday, the Paynes met with their insurance adjuster with USAA. They walked around the property describing what used to be there. They learned it’s not just one claim for the whole house and everything inside, there’s the structure itself, the shrubbery and hardscaping and then personal property. And in Todd’s case he also ran his small life coaching business from his home which is also a separate insurance claim. Essentially the Paynes will have to try to figure out everything they lost.
“Then we’ve begun to make a spreadsheet that was … the mattresses were nice mattresses and the silver,” said Todd. “Eventually we’re gonna have to sit down and say, ‘How many pens were in the junk drawer? How many pairs of underwear did I own?’”
Despite the stunning sadness to see their home of seven years reduced to almost nothing, the Paynes do try to keep a positive attitude the best they can.
They’re happy to say their three children and three dogs made it out okay. Their two oldest were at the airport picking up Todd and Stacy, while their 11-year-old daughter was left home alone for the first time. In just the short time they were gone, the Marshall Fire spread rapidly. A neighbor came over and grabbed the 11-year-old, who didn’t even have time to put on shoes. Then another neighbor was able to rescue their three dogs.
“We were driving and we just went, ‘This is everything we own right now, inside this car … everything on them [the children] … this is everything we own,’” said Stacy.
Right now, the Paynes are staying with Todd’s brother in Parker. They’re not sure how long they’ll be there. But eventually, they told Rocky Mountain PBS they’ll be looking to rent while they wait for their home to be rebuilt, which will likely take at least two years.
“We have learned that we are the unwitting participants in a marathon. This is going to be a long, long process. And we did not train for this,” said Todd.
The Paynes said they’ve heard from officials and done some research on other towns in that have suffered significant home loss to fire. They’ve heard it could take one year to remove debris, then another year or so to rebuild the home.
Todd and Stacy have been part of meetings and sought help from the disaster assistance center to get back on their feet as best they can for now. They also said they are lucky to have close friends and family help them through this emotionally-draining process.
“I cannot retain any information at all. People have to tell us the same things over and over,” said Stacy.
Todd added: “It’s like walking around in a fog. It really is. It’s like walking around a fog and trying to run through the ocean. It’s like… just every bit of effort you can and just not making any motion forward.”
They Paynes are not alone in this experience. Hundreds of other families, and many just in their own neighborhood are going through the same process.
“It sounds really weird to say that I feel lucky that it’s our town. There are people in it with us. The whole town is behind us,” said Stacy.
Because of their community, the Paynes have decided to rebuild on the exact same spot. And Stacy said many of their neighbors have decided to the same.
“We’re all in it together. And to just take a check and walk away, I couldn’t do that…We’re building together. Like we’re even talking about, you know, ‘Can we get one builder in that will do a lot of our houses together?’”
Stacy said their area of the neighborhood even has a Facebook page where they can all talk and come together. When Rocky Mountain PBS was with the Paynes at their home, another couple with their infant child walked by, and Stacy asked if they were in the Facebook group to make sure they were a part of the community.
The Paynes also have their own GoFundMe fundraiser like many of the families affected by the Marshall Fire to help them through this process. So far it has raised about $66,500 of its $70,000 goal.
With a long road ahead of them and not much more than their mailbox still standing on their property, the Paynes are trying their best to keep their eyes on the dream of returning to 105 Vista Lane and turning the key of the door to their brand new house, but the same home.
“This is our home,” said Todd.” This is our home.”